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I`m having a boy. That was a little belated...
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Jeff-when you come to see us next time I GUARANTEE you will crap your pants.
Sean just got the F-1 game for PS3 and it is pretty impressive.

Rachel-Puuhleese call me at home tonight or as soon as you read this. I dropped my phone in water and for the time being it is out of commission.

Everyone else-I like food, a lot.

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I went to the doc today and she told me I am 11 weeks pregnant-that is one week away from being in my second trimester. Sean and I saw the ultrasound-our baby is beatiful and active.
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I took a pregnancy test on June 14-Flag Day-and it came back positive. Later that day I called my mother, my sister, and my mother-in-law. Leslie(my MIL) informed me that she had a dream the night before of a baby that looked at her and said "I`m sorry grandma". Creepy...

I am so lost without a pregnancy journal. I was the second child in my family and I think because I wasn`t the first baby my mother didn`t have the time to devote to writing a preganancy journal about me. So I think it is extremely important for me to stay on top of things and in as much detail as possible. Everyone has a unique story and I think this is one that deserves to be recorded.

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I turn 21 on Firday and I`m not excited at all.
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There is no AC at Forest Park and it takes me back to Jefferson Elementary. When the tempeture started to hit 70 degrees administrators would begin to wonder if they should *crack* the windows in the classrooms.

I was wondering why my puppy wasn`t gaining any weight month after month. I feed her twice a day with large breed food. How grossed out was I when I found out that this tiny creature has been host to millions of round worms. The breeders claimed to have de-wormed her when we bought her and the vet never said anything so I assumed t was all kosher. Now we have to start all over with the worming process and wose yet we have to give my big dog treatments just to be on the safe side.

Current Music:
Dead Prez
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Fucked up thing happened today. I was on lunch at work and my mom called me to tell me two things:
The first was that my grandpa had a minor stroke which led to him losing vision in his eye for 12 hours but he didn`t call anyone and he didn`t go to the hospital. There are at least two family memebers that live less than five minutes away from him that would have been more than happy to take care of him. His pride kills me!

Second, she told me that a 21 year old girl that graduated the same year as me from my old high school was subsituting at the old middle school I used to go to in PEVELY. Yesterday she was convicted of sleeping with a 13 year boy that was in her class. She is a pretty girl that was engaged to a wonderful guy-what the fuck! (Rachel-her grandparents used to live in mom and dads house off Kerkhoff before they did) The poliece said that they had sex "many" times in the last month or two. They said she had bought him a laptop, a cell phone, clothes, cds, ect. I kept thinking about how we ran hurdles together in track and how fucked up everyone in Jefferson County is-except for my parents of course.

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Whoa, whoa, whoa! Was it really 71 degrees today?WTF?! Call me crazy but isn`t this December? My family is getting a new member next week. Thursday we go to pick up baby Gabby and I`m so excited and also wondering do I have what it takes to train a 2nd dog. I feel like I forgot how to be a parent-does it come and go that quickly?
I played wii tennis today for 4 hours, i swear i can`t live without it!
Current Music:
Say it Right-Nelly Furtado
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Let me tell you how much I love my city, Saint Louis the wonderful. What happens when the temp. drops to 19 degrees and everything is covered in death sleet, you jump on the next metrolink and go to work stress free. Or maybe you wake up to an ice covered car and decide that your not going anywhere,which is okay too because school will be closed anyway.
Current Location:
north pole
Current Music:
mamas and the papas
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It's official-Christmas is on full blast and now that I'm back home I can focus more effort on
making it feel festive! Sean is getting used to the idea of just letting me take over a room that
we haved dubbed the "present room"
P.S. I loved Thanksgiving this year-it was the best Thanksgiving I have had in a LONG time
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I got a new Plasma today! Its a 42 inch Panasonic Plasma and it it sooooo beautiful! My living room is on the smaller side and it totally fills in the emptiness. Tommorow Sean, my parents, grandpa, and myself will fly to Dallas to visit our favorite birds.
I am leaving my dog/son in the hands of my in-laws and hoping that when I return he will still be alive. I think he can sense that we are leaving him because when I woke up today he had torn the shit out of my scarf. He never eats my clothes!
Current Location:
Funkytown
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Sometimes I think the folks at Playstation are looking for a fight-do they really want my marriage to fall apart? Whose idea was it to release this at midnight?!
"But Emily-Mark in my calc.2 class and HIS wife are camping out tonight.." I think I'm a good person and for the most part I try and let my husband do what he wants, afterall I am not his mother. However, hanging out in some rural-ass town in front of a Walmart for 39 hours and peeing in a gatorade bottle is where I draw the line.
Current Music:
backround music for San Andreas/dead prez-hip hop
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Why is it that during the coldest time of the year everything shitty suddenly seems shittier? I can't wait for Christmas break to see my family. This year I'm starting to feel old. We leave for the Dove household in less than a week and I don't have anything ready for christmas except for my tree, I put that up 2 weeks ago.
Current Mood:
sleepy sleepy
Current Music:
Newton-Streamline
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I have an ingrown eyelash and it is the most painful thing I have ever experienced! I have an appointment with the dermatologist for next month to get it removed-I've been there so much in the last few months the doctor and I are on a first name basis. Not only am I concerned about the pain but I am also a little worried about them poking my eye out. Sean assures me that it is a childish fear and that they are professionals but I have my doubts. The good news of the day is that I put down the deposit for our reception. By the way Rachel I still need you to call me and give me addresses for your wedding shower a.s.a.p.
Does anyone really like their birth control? I am in the market for something new-my current stuff (Ortho-cyclen) kill my libido and makes me really tired. I don't want to try the nuva-ring but I'm down for other ideas.
Current Mood:
Stuffed Up
Current Music:
Transplants
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Today was wonderful Rachel, Libbyanne, my mom and I got toghter and did a TON of wedding stuff. Flowers, Shoes, Alterations, Bridesmaids dresses, Rings (Sean), Undergarments, Looking at the church Rachel is getting married in, ect. I am exhausted! We got together around 9am and I didn't get home until a bit after 8pm. That said I am so glad we are done and I don't think I would have gotten it done without my support team.
Current Mood:
Useless
Current Music:
Louis Armstrong
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Sean and his Dad got into a major fight last night. They actually fought over a 2x4 board. Now Sean is living at my house and my dog is miserable. Gage has no where to run or play. He has already eaten the following: my chapstick, a pencil, a basket, my toothbrush, and one of my pillowcases.

Current Mood:
Sleepy
Current Music:
Andrew W.K.
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Wedding Dress-check

Shoes-check

Save the Date Cards-check

Rings-check

Pastor-check

Place we are holding the wedding-check

Invitations-check

Everything else-uncheck

 

Current Mood:
chapped lips
Current Music:
moby
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I got a phone call yesterday from the doctors office-the same doctors office that inforned me I have crazy triglyceride levels- and told me the reason I am having such high level is because they forgot to tell me to fast before I went in for a drawing. So for the last two months I have been giving unaccurate readings. In other Me news my wisdom teeth were just removed and my jaws are huge!Not my cheeks my freaking jaws! I am in so much pain becuase my other teeth ache in "sympahty pain" I asked the docotr if I could keep my teeth after he removed them and he told me no, they would be all broken up.
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A blood test revealed that I have an unusually high triglyceride/cholesterol count-a 302 to be exact. Someone my size should have a count between 125-175. I could take this time to blame shitty genes but it would all be in vain, I have brought it upon myself. I have a resolution, I will stop eating the following things immediatly: Donuts, candy, sugary juices, anything that might possibly kill me.
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I have finished the two biggest finals that I faced this year. I feel like I'm running the downhill part of a marathon!
Current Music:
Grills-Nelly
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